It has been 3 months since my dear, sweet man left this life and me (November 2018). It was about 4 months from diagnosis to his passing. It was bad - terrible screaming pain. We have grown and gone children so I am alone, although the kids have been good about checking in and we are all doing our best to support each other. He was a popular guy. I received hundreds of condolences and I haven't been able to bring myself to open them let alone start the thank you notes - there are going to be hundreds of those too. I am very thankful for all the support these friends generously gave us but I can't get going on it. Has anyone else experienced this?