June 11th of this year i lost my dad suddenly, he was battling his demons, and trying to over come them. He was very sick, and manic. He decided to go fishing, and he had drowned. There is no words i can find for my grief, some days I struggle with it, but I keep my head up. It’s nice to know that I’m not the only one struggling with greif, and can’t put words to the sadness of a sudden loss of a parent... btw I’m new here.
I'm so sorry for your loss!! words can't describe losing a parent. I lost my dad suddenly and he had been struggling with his demons as well, he drank, but had a heart attack and I found him laying dead on his bed November 2nd, 2018. This time of the year is especially difficult and we lived together so I was used to seeing him almost every day. It's nice to not feel alone in this but I'm really struggling and wish I could help you as well.