Its been 6 1/2 yrs since my love passed but I have not regained my sense of belonging, of peace, of purpose. I trusted loved and respected him for 46 yrs till he died of cancer at home with family. 2 yrs later My daughter at 39 had a stroke. I cared for her for for 3 yrs as well as my grand child...who is now grown. 8 months ago My grand child decided to move out, expressed horrible anger & insults. We adored this grand child since birth. MY spirit is dead. I feel like I am drifting away. I fear the future. I've tried everything to no avail. I can not imagine the pain of those who lost a child. MY deepest sympathies to all of you.