Uncontrollable crying seems to be a common symptom most of us have in common. My wife (Janet) and I were together 24/7 for most of the last 25 years. We did everything together so there are grief triggers everywhere that open up the tear floodgates. I cry all the time. I text Janet every day, sometimes several times. It brings her closer to me. She was my life stabilizer and I’m having a hard time adjusting to life without her. She died at 8:40 AM on October 18 of this year of brain cancer. As it was for most of our lives we were together 24/7 at Hospice as well, and I was with her when she passed. She was, and is, the kindest, bravest human being I have ever known. We didn’t find each other until I was over 60 years old but the last 25 years have been the best of my life. I’m so grateful that I found her.