Hi - I lost my mom 4/14/2019 and my dad 3/21/2011. I’m an only child of two only children. My relationship with my fiancé ended after 25 years and I lost my best friend to an unexpected death in August of 2019. I have no family left on this planet and no close friends. I’ve lost a few friends due to their inability to understand or tolerate my grief. I feel so alone in this world and I’m only in my mid 40’s. Logic tells me I could still have a life ahead of me but part of me feels like I’m just waiting to die. I don’t know what to do.