So sorry for your loss. I too lost my wife of 42 years to cancer and know nothing can ever replace the love that you ever had for her. Try to talk to her family, your family or even your friends or hers. I wish there was a magic wand where we all could wave it and feel better, alas there isn't. Just talking about her helps very slowly make the hurt deep inside you easier. If you feel like it, talk on this forum about her. God Bless.
