I am 22 years old. I married my absolute best friend June 18, 2016. Two short months later on August 25,2016 my newly wedded husband went home to the Lord after a car accident coming home to me after he got off work. I have been so lost.... we had only been together 3 years before getting married. He was my world. He was 29 when he passed away. Everyday is still a struggle but thankfully I found a grief group. 2 weeks after the accident my family put me in one on one counseling. One month after the accident my family took me to get on medicine, antidepressant/antianxiety. And also sleep medicine. I was so against medicine. But, the day of my husbands wreck was my first day of my senior year of undergraduate college. My world flipped upside down. I wanted to quit school so bad but by the grace of God I didn't. And I was passing with As and Bs. Now I am finishing up a 13 week GriefShare group program. And I will be graduating with and undergraduate degree in Speech Language Pathology in May 2017. I plan to attend graduate school but I am beyond scared to make that step without my encouring husband.