My ex committed suicide last Friday. The last thing he did was send me a picture of him sitting in a tree with a cable dog lead in his lap. He then told me to call the cops and told me exactly where they would find him. I can't get that picture out of my head. I am the one that had to call the police and I am the one that had to talk to the medical examiner and I am the one that has to deal with his personal belongings. Why me? Why did he put this burden on me?