I am hoping someone has a possible shared experience. Since May, 2019 life seems not worth living. Lost my pretty baby in May. Since then, I am lost. My soul-mate, my forever mate is gone. About 3 weeks ago, I called out from work on a Monday. Just laid in our bed talking to her. After a short while, the computer just turned on. All by itself. Whenever I leave the computer, I set it to sleep mode and this was no exception. You have to hit the mouse button to turn it on. But it just came on. Another thing was 2 weeks ago, I was in the car waiting to go with my arm slightly out the window. A small silver-grey feather drifted down onto my hand. So, am I turning grief-crazy or has anyone else had anything like this happen to them? Maybe I am just going crazy.