Its been almost 3 years since that day. We had been together 16 years. I still ask myself what happened why didn't I see. The pain is so great sometimes its hard to deal with it. I've read books but nothing helps much. Its hard for me to take about it still. It seems she took part of me with her. I love her still so much. It seems like Im stuck and I can't move forward I can't let go.
