Hello everyone, I lost my husband of 21 years this past October to Esophagel cancer. He was a construction worker down at 9/11. He was a was there from the beginning until the end and was part of the recovery team and clean up. My husband passed 6 months after he was diagnosed. My grief is so overwhelming, I just don't know what to do with myself. I cry all the time and I am so sad. My children are grown and I feel like I have no one and I just need to connect with people who are also dealing with loss. I just need to talk or be around people who understand what I am going through.