I lost my hubby a little over 2 years ago and I feel so lost. I pray a lot to God to please let me have him back. I hate that he left me when we has so much to live for and so much left to do. My heart still physically hurts and I don't know what to do. I miss him more every day. I know he is not coming back but I would love to see him just one time. I try to fake moving on for others sake. But my heart just won't let me. Even though I get through each day I just feel lost and I feel like I am like I am just floating in limbo. I strive to be grateful for the time we had but I more sad for the time we did not get.
You look very young and the younger people are the less acceptable it is for us, I feel. I know people have told me the same thing about being happy for the time we had. It is hard to do. I lost my husband 7 mos. ago. Some days are better than others. I am 74, he was 87 and had a good life. I think at my age it should be easier to accept. It really isn’t not emotionally speaking. In my head I know that’s true. Yes, I know what you mean by wanting to see him. I feel that way too. Heather do you work? I think it does help to have something to do. I’m retired and Disabled but I’m trying to volunteer for some things. I will pray for you. It is hard, I know
I to know how you feel.i lost my husband nov 2 2018.i feel so lost and alone.he was only 58 he had so much more life to live.i feel I not only lost him but part of myself.