Lost husband of nearly 30 years to suicide

Discussion in 'Suicide Loss' started by Kimberly Catherine, Aug 11, 2018.

  1. Kimberly Catherine

    Kimberly Catherine New Member

    In June, 2016 my husband committed suicide. I came home on a Friday night to find my husband wasn't home. I waited for hours for him to come home. Finally a policeman, my minister and his wife showed up at the door to tell me Mark killed himself at work.
    Needless to say I'm stuck in one stage of grief, ANGER. Anger at my husband.... He took nearly 30 years of my life and just like that it was over.
    Now I'm so lonely and angry.
    I don't know how to move on anymore.
     
  2. Wenw n6645

    Wenw n6645 New Member

    I don’t think I know what it’s like to lose someone who was with me for thirty years but I do no what it’s like to be in constant anger due to a suicide loss. I’m very sorry, and it’s unfair that we have to deal with the constant anger that they left behind. But I suppose it’s a good thing to feel those emotions because it means that they’re somehow still there to hold onto. I’m very sorry for what happened to you, I know that anger and hate. I’m still dealing with it today because they decided that I wasn’t a good enough person to turn too.