On June 9,2018, God took my son from this earth. He had been in and out of hospitals, so I was ready to say goodbye. The problem is that it is so hard to cope with his loss. Yes, he was in a lot of pain and he is no longer in that pain, but still, I want to speak to him , because there was so much I didn’t get to tell him. My only connection to him now is his wife and son that he left behind.