Three years ago. I lost my job. My Mom was getting worse for dementia. She asked me to keep her at home. I have 4 sisters. I had to fight two of them because they wanted me to put her in a nursing home. I fought them. I refused. I kept her at home. I had a lady stay with us 3o hours a week. It was very hard but it was worth it all. When she died, I had to fight the two sisters to be able to keep the family home. Then I had to work 12 to 14 hours a day to be able to live. Then, my Granddaughter decided to go live with her dad. That broke my heart because my daughter did not try to fight for her. Then I have lost my daughter. She has decided I am no longer her Mother. I do not know what I did for her to be so mean to me. Then, I had to go to Live in another state and help take care of my Aunt, so I would be able to pay my bills. Of course reminds me of having to take care of my mom. I have no strength and feel like I am not close to God. I have no strength to read or pray.