My Husband was diagnosed with mantle cell lymphoma on Valentine's Day . Started treatment on March 2. Then had kidney failure and the doctor changed all his chemotherapy treatment . 6 months later he did s stem cell transplant in IU Hospital in Indianapolis. He never recovered. My world has been upside down . We were married 33 years and he was only 55. Jesus is my friend anchor and gives me my daily wisdom. I could not get up in the morning or face another day without him. I have a lot of lonely times and alone times . I try to stay busy and with people as much as possible. Would love to hear from you.