Hello I am new to this grief group but thought this thread was like me. I lost my husband in September after a long illness, during his hospice care my father died of a horrible accident and Myself, Mom and Brother had to make the decision to end life support. So I was grieving, and then lost my husband. I'm struggling to pull myself together. I cry every day and keep my shit together to get through work but don't feel connected to anyone. I also lost my friend to breast cancer on her 40th birthday in March 2020, hitting the one year for her and it feels like yesterday.
