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Learning the hard way.

Discussion in 'Coping After a Sudden Loss' started by Ray G., Jul 16, 2019.

  1. Ray G.

    Ray G. Well-Known Member

    Is pretty much how I see it.
    I guess I may have subcon-
    ciously thought I'd have
    family to talk to through this
    massive life change I not only
    did not want but never saw
    heading down the railroad
    tracks, running every red
    Board ( same as a red light)
    Destined to hurt me emotion-
    ally.

    What hurts to a large extent is
    that I am very much expected
    to be as if nothing ever happen'
    ed. A freakin dozen reasons to
    be happy. Like no one wants
    to even take a chance or the
    time to talk to their brother
    or son. Well now I say,"Screw
    it. I don't want help from the
    family. Been here 3 months
    and no one wants to talk to
    me about things. But will
    Bore me to death about
    catholiciszm. I HAD IT.