Lost my 33 year old son last April. Not a day goes by I don't miss him. Rainy days like today are especially bad. Crying again.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I think the loss of a child is something a parent will carry with them forever. It can take so much time to adapt and adjust to this loss, especially because it's something we could never expect or want to experience. There's no timeline for this, no rule book, and no right or wrong way to do it. As awful as crying feels, if that's what is coming naturally, than sometimes that's what we have to surrender ourselves to. There is no way around the grief, only through it. But we'll be here for you every step of the way. I hope you can find some comfort and support here~