Its been 7 Months since the passing of my boyfriend. I just can't seem to let go. I have no one to talk to, no one who will truly understand. I miss him so much, every memory is a painful reminder that he is gone, HE'S NEVER COMING BACK. I feel as though I am slowly starting to get over the denial stage, I am slowly starting to accept the definite reality that he is gone. I will no longer hear him laugh, see his smile, get to smell him or feel him next to me, I will no longer hear him speak, feel his warmth or feel his heart beat as Iie on his chest ..... HE'S GONE and HE'S NEVER COMING BACK. I'm scared to let him go, I don't want to forget him, I just can't.