I think I might be finding peace. I hope.

Discussion in 'Grief in Common Updates, Questions & Answers' started by skies24, Mar 7, 2020.

  1. skies24

    skies24 Well-Known Member

    I’ve been hearing that one day it won’t hurt as much. I kinda of get it now. God it hurts still and I cry everyday but the past two days I haven’t cried as much as the days prior. I see a glimpse of myself again but at the same time I talk to her everyday.

    I’m meeting with a medium on the 22nd. I really hope to find peace. I hope it’s a good experience, my friend recommended him so I hope to find some sort of closure.

    As for everyone who is going through the pain of lost... I’m so sorry for the pain. For the first time today, I finally think I might be okay soon. The pain is there but I smiled thinking of her today instead of crying. Then I cried. So I guess progress. I love her so much but I’m just glad I smiled thinking about her today!
     
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  2. cg123

    cg123 Well-Known Member

    Glad you are progressing through your grief. It is a very difficult journey that we go through with different emotions and feelings.

    I hope you have a good experience with your medium and please let us know how it goes.
     
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  3. skies24

    skies24 Well-Known Member

    Grief is such a rollercoaster. It’s insane the emotions that happen and how/when they happen. I miss her. But I’m feeling better this weekend. I hope it continues. I’ll let you know how the medium goes. I really believe me venting here is helping me. Thank you!
     
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  4. cg123

    cg123 Well-Known Member

    Glad you are feeling better this weekend. Yes, grief is a rollercoaster with its ups and downs. I hope you find what you are looking for with your appointment with the medium. Best of luck.
     
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  5. Jazzy112718

    Jazzy112718 Active Member

    a medium? hoping to
    see a medium? - to try to "see" your person through medium? Let us know if you do connect b/c I would to make sure everything is alright with him, me & is he waiting for me.
     
  6. Lindyk

    Lindyk New Member

    I talked to a medium in a teleconference at grief retreat from UK. I felt peaceful after a good message from my 46 year old daughter that committed suicide january 2020. Her birthday is 3 days away, I know it will be a tough day. I try to stay busy but when I go to bed and wake up are the worst times. I remember all the good times when she was happy raising her family. Then I play over in my mind why!! Just a bad decision I guess.
     
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  7. skies24

    skies24 Well-Known Member

    It’s on Thursday. I’ll let you know how it goes. I feel her around me a lot. It’s crazy cause I never really thought of myself as a spiritual person until I lost her.
     
  8. skies24

    skies24 Well-Known Member

    I’m sorry for your pain. The why and the what if’s are the worst. January 22 I lost my best friend/roommate. I talk to her all the time. I really hope Thursday is a good experience for me. It is over the phone so that I’m kinda iffy on but my friend recommended him so we shall see. I hope you find some peaceful feeling on your daughters birthday and you smile at the good times. I know there will be tears but I hope you see a glimpse of a happiness. I’ll let you know how this medium works out Thursday.
     
  9. skies24

    skies24 Well-Known Member

    So the medium said he was having an off day. After throwing around a few names that I didn’t know he said he just couldn’t get a good read. We are going to try again next Thursday. Not feeling to good about this now. We shall see.
     
  10. cg123

    cg123 Well-Known Member

    Please be careful ... there are a lot of "fakes" out there who pry on people who are grieving. Wishing you the best.
     
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  11. skies24

    skies24 Well-Known Member

    I was really disappointed. I’m scheduled again for tomorrow. Being on the phone thing is strange to me. I’m skeptical but I paid already. I’ll let you know how it goes.
     
  12. cg123

    cg123 Well-Known Member

    I hope it works out for you. I'll be praying that it does.
     
  13. skies24

    skies24 Well-Known Member

    Unfortunately it didn’t work.
     
  14. cg123

    cg123 Well-Known Member

    So sorry that it didn't work out. Wishing you peace and strength in this journey through grief.