I lost my 17 year old daughter to suicide a little over two years ago and then my mom nine months later. Erin was my only child and she was everything to me. We were so close what kind of teenager still wants to cuddle with mom all the time. I knew she was battling depression and having suicidal thoughts but I still never thought this would happen. I don't know how to carry on with out her it feels like I died that day too.