June 18, 2016, God had called for my beloved husband, Angelo Calugay. It's only been 2 months, but it feels like forever! I often cry to him, because I feel he left the children and I too soon. He still has not visited me, although people say it will come, I feel as though that time will never come. Angelo and I, have been together for 24 years, married only 14 years, we share 3 beautiful children. Our oldest daughter, Aysia Janel, 21 years old, who just graduated in May, earned her Bachelors Degree in Business & Management. Our middle son, Ayden Edward, a junior in high school, & our baby girl, Amaya Rayne, just started 5th grade in elementary school. My children and I, are grieving in our own ways, but the loss of their father, my husband has taken a toll on us. I am seeking outreach and support groups I can attend.