Lost my husband of 30 yrs this spring. Anyone else have "complicated grief"? Mine is because he had an eating disorder, and I kept warning him he'd die young(52) and leave me and the kids but he couldn't stop. So although he was my soulmate, our relationship became distant and strained in recent years as he got sicker and became an invalid - such a strain on the whole family. I feel so guilty about not being a better caregiver, but angry at him the same time. Plus I have fibromyalgia that limits what I can do socially, etc. The isolation makes it worse. Thought maybe I'd find some people here to connect with.