My youngest brother passed on October 9, 2018. He was the baby of the family. He said he wasn't feeling well and went to lay down. He never woke up. He was 43, had 2 kids and a wife. Just started his dream job. We were very close. I know it's only been 8 months but I can't move on. I cry hysterically every time I think of him. I have seen someone and was given a prescription to help but I don't want to be on meds the rest of my life. I have lost other family members but his passing damaged me. I don't know what to do.