I have lots of photos around my house, always have made me happy to see all my loved ones. But now they make me mad and I cant look at any of them not just the ones of my dad.
I still can not look at pics of my loved one and its been 2 years . Im afraid if I see them I will break down and not be able to stop . I feel your pain .....Im sorry
Kiwi, This thread https://www.griefhealingdiscussiongroups.com/topic/6173-cant-look-at-photos/ is a great resource for you as others share their feelings on why looking at photos still bother them. I hope time will make it easier for you to face the loss of your father. Take care. -david