Here i am just reflecting on the times my brother and i shared what good times we had i am at such a loss of words what do i say or do? I just feel pain straight through my bones i keep asking why ? There is no rhyme or reason! Its just not fair. Its goes against the laws of the universe i have made myself sick just pondering the what ifs or what nots i know there are no do overs in life i wish people would just stop for i minute and think about what means the most in life