It's been a month since my dad died and I still miss him so much and go back to that day over and over again. So many "what if I had done this or that instead" going on in my head. I know I can't go back to change anything, but that doesn't make it stop. I stare at his side of the bed a lot, the spot where I found him, and it brings everything flooding back. Over and over again. Does it get easier? I hope it does.
