Friday July 12th was tough for day me in a number of ways. 8:30 p.m. that day 3 yrs ago I met Sofia. We became great friends knew fine people in the civil war hobby, married and were very content of heart. So yes there were many feelings I was dealing with. Like why did I lose a gr8 wife. Why did I have to have a mother of a life change and to make matters worse, having my father tell me to leave his house and don't come back. Fine. I will get my motorcycles off his property and not go back. No one would/ could show some compassion, yet go to church 3 x a week. what a load of bs.
Dear Ray, I an still trying to learn how to use this site. I need to connect with people who understand the deep pain we all feel. I have been in 3 grief groups but NEED to connect with loss on a steady basis. Sorry for your pain and all that I read!!