So much loss

I have lost my grandma, an aunt and a cousin (my aunts daughter) since january. All of them have been sudden and I am having an extremely hard time coping or trying to talk to anyone other than my boyfriend. But, my boyfriend is not great at comforting me and I think he is over me not being happy and doesn’t know how to handle me. I feel so alone and feel like no one knows what I’m going through regardless of my family all going through it. I still go to my grandmas house, thinking she will suddenly be there, I still think I’ll get texts or want to text news to my cousin, I feel there presence gone all the time.

 

I am so sorry Marissa. They are large losses. Everyone here understands what you are going through. There is no timeframe for when you will start to feel better, but I think you could still talk to them and let them know you miss them but know they want you to go on and live your life. One step at a time.