I lost my middle son Joey to an accidental overdose of pills which wasn't the first time but it was the last time. I'm having an unbearable time since it's only been since October 1, 2020, still very fresh in my mind and my heart. We closer than most mothers and sons could be, I called him my SonShine, he was my life and now he's suddenly gone and I'm devastated beyond words.
I'm so sorry for your loss. It is devastating. I lost my son in law in October to a tragic accident. He was my boy of joy. We were very close. My heart is crushed, as yours is.
