Hello everyone. I am grieved. My oldest son died, at 38, on 1/15, from the same heart ailment from which my husband, his father died over 11 years ago. A week prior to my son's death, my youngest brother died in a freak truck accident at 49. While I love my brother too, I want my son back. I thought burying his father would be my hardest feat in life, until now. My other son, 36, and I are left to grieve both losses. I am saddened and never wanted to be in a group like this. I wish everyone here peace and comfort from all losses suffered!