I spoke to my mum at 730 am the morning the day she died, as I was enroute to pick her up because she was being discharged from the hospital, I was 5 mins from her when my brother called and told me she was gone, she was the only person I had left, I'm so broken right now it's been 3 months since she left me and I still wake up and call her number daily, I've had dark thoughts about myself I just don't know how to deal with her loss she was my heart and had my back no matter what.
