My husband was my world.

For the last 6 years it was just my love. I had no one else. We were preparing for my passing. I've been sick for a long time and getting weaker. Then with in 45 min of him saying he couldn't breath he was gone. It's been 7 months I still cry and can't accomplish anything I've tried lawyers because his company cut me out of insurance policy's. I believe his company stressed him to death. He had a heart attack hypertension . Stress!!

 

I am sorry for your loss.

 

I am so sorry for your loss. My husband died 6 years ago and I think about him every day. I almost think a sudden death is more difficult only because there isn’t any warning. I too had this happen. We were on our dream vacation. All the what if’s run through my mind and I don’t think it will ever stop. Trying to pick up the pieces, pay the bills, file taxes, really anything that would stress me out, he handled with ease. Our kids are grown, and we had each other. Death brings out evil in some people and I experienced that too from those I would NEVER imagine. When my Grandmother passed away about 25 years ago the same thing happened from family members. I think people deal with grief in their own way but even to this day I find it hard to forgive them. They said the most awful things about me. Maybe they always thought that, I don’t know. But I chose not to have people in my life that would bring me more pain than what I was already feeling. Every marriage and relationship is different and what some may type as traditional etc just isn’t the case anymore. You will get through this. Seek people who empathize with your situation, like here.