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  1. snoopgoofdog

    snoopgoofdog New Member

    My name is Terry, After 31 years of marriage, my wife died from covid.
    First there is the guilt, I came down with covid first. I inadvertently gave it to my wife.
    I did ok, she was diabetic and came down with covid pneumonia and died 8 days later.
    My life has been flipped upside down. We never had any children together so I don't have
    that pillar to lean on. I am having a difficult time trying rejoin the living. I have thought about
    dating again, but after 31 years I almost feel used up with nothing left to offer. Tears flow daily
    I feel she was the fortunate one as she doesn't have to grieve. I don't know what tomorrow will
    bring, but everyday feels very burdensome. I honestly don't know why I am writing this except
    maybe as a way to try to let go of some of the guilt and hurt. Thanks to all for lending an ear.