My youngest son died from suicide on October 15,2023 at age 34. Now that it’s been 16& 1/2 months, my family exude to be over it & moving on. I’m finding this year harder than last. I have so many triggers and cry more often. I’m not sure why. The guilt is overwhelming & my family keeps telling me it’s not my fault. But I can’t help feeling there was something I should have or shouldn’t have done. No one seems to understand. I feel very isolated and misunderstood. Will this ever get better?
