It's been four years since I held my sister hand as she took her final breath and died of cancer. She was my best friend and every Sept I hate. It reminds me of losing my best friend. We talked every week by call/text. Now that she is gone. I don't hear from my family unless I initiate it. Which I am sick of.
I am so sorry you are going through this. I know exactly how you feel. The pain of losing a sibling is a pain no one truly understands except for those who've been through it. I hope you heal and continue to live life to the fullest.
I am so sorry for your loss and how alone you are trying to navigate life without your sister/best friend. It seems that’s how families treat each of us no matter who we’ve lost. I lost my husband suddenly to a heart attack. If I didn’t have my children I’d be very alone. I rarely hear from from my siblings and I had been told previously to losing Ron that I held our family together. I hosted all holidays, now I’m on my own except once in a great while. Your sister is with you and always will be. But I’m. Different way. Robin