On 9-7-22 my partner of 30 years passed away from cancer. It was only 2 months from her diagnosis to her death. I am devastated. We were together all the time. We didn't have many other friends. I can hardly wield this pain. She was my world. I can't imagine life without her. To make matters worse I am unemployed. We were struggling financially. I don't know how I am going to support myself. I can barely function. I can't imagine being able to work. The panic this is causing on top of the grief is almost more than I can do. I'm seeing a therapist. That does help some. I would really like to find some support here. I am so scared and lonely and broken hearted.