My wonderful husband took his life 3 weeks ago. I have no idea why. We were happy living in a cute little house. He loved his garden. We have a wonderful daughter and 2 amazing granddaughters. He had told me of a delusion he had but when I asked him about he said it was out of his head. He never seemed depressed. He was active and eating fine. I am at a total loss. Only my daughter and son in law know how he died. My heart is broken.
So very sorry to hear about your terrible loss. It must be so hard not understanding why this took place. I pray you will be able to find some peace and strength in God. He was my only lifeline when I was drowning and going under. Hold tightly to His hand until this dark hour of your life passes and a little light begins to shine again. Sending you love, Chris
