My aunt took her life just a little over 24 hours ago. I’m having trouble coming to terms with this. The person I confided in, who helped me through my darkest days, the woman I loved with my whole heart…I keep wanting to call her crying and tell her what happened and how I’m feeling and I can’t. None of my friends understand this pain. My husband has seen so much of it from his time in the military that he is numb to it and doesn’t know how to support me. I need somebody I can talk to on a regular basis. Please…I am so lost right now.