My husband of 56 years died suddenly four months ago - some days are better than others but most days I am a mess. It just hurts so bad and so many things bring me to tears. I can’t imagine going on living with the pain that I’m in. I have support from my large family and friends. I keep busy but every time I walk back into my home it hits me again. We had a good marriage and I have so much to be thankful for. Will I eventually feel better?