I've let so many people man, it's like I'm getting used to it almost. I lost my mum when I was 4 and I think either it was a cardiac arrest or suicide. I was in the house with her and had to call the police and everything and I remember the day like it was yesterday, the day she left. I had my aunties looking after me my mums sisters and then soon they started to die years after each other and it started to get harder. By the time I reached my teens I lost my Nan and my Pop and many other people. I then turned 14 and lost my older brother and that hit me twice as hard as everyone else, took me a while to heal and then life just said nope I'm taking your cousin and that was very sudden. I'm so glad now I haven't loss anyone close to me but who knows what the future may hold because honestly my future may be a mess but it's in gods hands not mine. I am sorry if you have dealt losing many people, I'm here for you.
