My sister passed away suddenly on March 26, 2023. I feel so lost and so alone. I miss her so much. She was 3 years older than me. We did everything together. I feel like I cant breathe like all the time. Everyone keeps telling me things will get better but there not just the opposite. The death certificate said covid but I don't believe that. She did have covid, her boyfriend took her to the hospital and as soon as I new she was there i went to go be with her. She was just sitting in the room watching tv. I sat with her we laughed and joked around then the nurse came in gave her some of that paxlovid , I asked him what happens next and he told us that they were just waiting for her medication than she could go home. So I gave her a kiss told her I loved her and I would see her at home. so I left to go get her bed ready but that never happened. I finally called the hospital like an hour and half later and her doctor tells me that she was sent to a different hospital because of a slight brain bleed all of a sudden. I did not find out anything until nine o'clock the next morning. When I got to the hospital I could not believe what was happening, she was hooked up to all these machines and I couldnt understand why. When her doctor came out to talk to me he told me that she developed a massive brain bleed she was not gonna get better that I should just turn off the machines. I said hell no. They wouldn't even let me in to see her or talk to her. When I went to see her the next day they wouldnt even let me in I had to wait in the hallway for some nurse to come out and tell me that she died that morning at 11:15 or somnething like that, it was 5pm at this time. They never even calkled me. They didnt let me see her I didnt even get to say goodby
