My husband, best friend of 24 years, married for 6, just killed himself with an overdose and I’m seeing so many signs I should have seen before and I’m completely lost....what now?
I totally understand what you are going through. I myself have been going through the same thing. My husband of 22 years overdosed on January 13th 2020. I have went over that day in my head so many times wondering what I missed how come I couldn’t see it. I went to work and came home to find my 20 year old son scream at his dad to wake up. I rushed to our bedroom and called an ambulance And started to work on him. I tried my best not to freak out but to help him. But two hours later he passed away at the hospital. I blame myself every day. I cry myself to sleep and as soon as I open my eyes. I started to hate Monday’s because it was on a Monday. My friends made me see that this was not my fault and to understand that there was nothing that I could have done. I carry him in my heart everyday and I miss him so much. I am so sorry for your loss as I know how much of a heartbreak it is. Just know if you need someone to talk to I am here.
Thank you! I’m learning so much about him that I didn’t know and it doesn’t get any easier but I’m learning to manage. I’m here for you as well. We’re all in this together, no matter how our grief came about.
