Hi all. Sorry we have to meet here. I lost my 57 year-old husband suddenly on 2/25/22. Nine weeks later I lost my Dad. What an awful time. I thought I was doing better. Met a man and dated him the past 5 months. Two weeks ago he broke up with me because he ran intonan old flame and they rekindled their relationship. I am devastated, truthfully. I feel like I'm in the depths of grief again. I truly enjoyed this man's company and I felt like life was so much brighter and happier when i was with him. I met a man online last weekend and we met the next day. Great on paper, but no attraction in person He texted me and told me this! I know dating involves rejection, buy I'm having a difficult time not thinking something is wrong with me. I don't have children. I have a small handful of friends that I rarely see. I just feel so adrift on a stormy sea of aloneness. I'm thinking maybe a grief counselor might be a good idea?