Hi. This is my first time on this and first time writing in anything like this so I’m not sure what to write. I lost my partner to the virus and I just can’t get my head around it. We both had the virus and I was really bad and was close to dying but I made it which I am thankful for but the night I got home from hospital my partner committed suicide in hospital. It’s hard even writing that word but i know it was the virus, it had affected his mind the last couple of days but I never seen this happening so it’s hard to understand everything that’s happened.