I am so lost... My mom lost her 2 year battle with cancer. She did not make it to my wedding that was planned for just 2 months after she passed. When she was in the hospital all she talked about was my wedding. Then after marrying my partner of 5 years, he left suddenly just a few months after my moms death. He said "I love you" one hour, the next he came home and said I'm leaving, and I'm leaving tonight. I might add, we also just moved into my mom's house. And after working with a therapist, I have now realized that relationship was emotionally abusive and I did not even see it at the time. I am just having to process so much that I don't know how I will ever get back to normal.