I lost 2 of my kids within a month

Discussion in 'Coping After a Sudden Loss' started by Jamiesue, May 10, 2022.

  1. Jamiesue

    Jamiesue New Member

    I feel so lost and alone my 2kids 38/39 yrs old died because of COVID. My son was staying with. After I lost my husband 3 yrs ago. So now for the first time I am alone. I can't sleep at night in this empty house. Someday I am okay other days worse then when this night are began. Mother's day was so hard I just wanted to die myself. If I could will myself to death, I totally wood.
    The best things in my life have been ripped out of arms and y heart. Ho does one keep going on,when there is nothing left to keep going on for?
    Idk where to go from here, what to do with myself when all I can do is cry and miss them. I can't figure out why God has to be so greedy and take them both from me. Sounds a little selfish and not so loving if you ask me, and I was told he was a loving God! I was told wrong I do believe. At least I am not feeling any of that love he so has. I just want my world to cease turning. Because there isnt any more joy in this one
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  2. Khammaker

    Khammaker New Member

    I’m so sorry
  3. SepSam

    SepSam Member

    I am so sorry.
  4. onamoonshadow

    onamoonshadow New Member


    I can't imagine how hard it is for you. I am so very sorry.
  5. Sweetcole

    Sweetcole Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Im praying for your strength for each passing day.
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