I lost my sister July 20, 2020. They found her is a park. The cops came and knocked on my door as I was leaving for work. She has been battling her addictions for years and promised me she was clean and begged to come live with me, so I let her. Things were good for a while then I started seeing the signs, the fights began, and I could not have that around my children so I made her leave. This is all my fault. If I justet her stay she would still be here. All I do is cry every sine day. I can barely work or take care of my children. I don't want to go out, im beyond depressed and I dont know what to do anymore.