Feb 10th 2016 I lost my husband and just when im tryna get back some of my life my 36yr old Son died Sept 21 2018 of on overdose my heart barely was accepting my husband's death now my son i dont know how i can do this i just seen him on the 18th and that quick hes gone .
Sorry to hear about your husband and son. I don't have any great advice for you on how to cope with one loss when you are still dealing with another. Some people find that venting (to friends or on sites like this) helps. Others like to keep a journal. Still others turn to religion. If none of that works for you, then perhaps a therapist would help.
This is why i signed up with this site i need to vent and see if others have good advice and thank you for your support